Saturday, March 31, 2007

Fleeced.

After many loud denials and proclamations against it, I have reversed my position: I have purchased a class fleece.

But before we come to why I finally committed this dastardly act, it's worth explaining the broader phenomenon of medical fleece. I'm not sure exactly how it happened. But I'm pretty sure it started happening about two years ago: every health-related group started getting fleece jackets and vests with their logos and team names embroidered on the left chest.

This is not unique to healthcare. In fact, I think the first local fleece explosion came from the Harvard Business School students. They've been walking around town for the last several years with HBS fleeces, each with their section name on them, full of mysterious significance. The HBS logo, initials and class year are accompanied by a big proclamation of "Section A" or "Section C", and so on, generic and externally meaningless, only serving to alert fellow HBS students to the room of people to whom the fleece-wearer was randomly assigned. In fact, it is their sheer meaninglessness which is their meaning. The fleece above all is an expression of group membership, and what is more in-group than a piece of arbitrary jargon? I'm sure that computer companies and consulting firms have been handing out team fleeces for even longer, and for the same reason. (I feel like I've seen fleeces that say stuff like "HDC Implementation Task Team" or similarly obscure nonsense, but who can remember that kind of thing?)

Last year or the year before, I'm not sure which, doctors-in-training in the Boston area joined the fleece craze. They started getting fleeces with their hospital logos and the name of their department: "Internal Medicine" or "Surgery." Soon after, nurses and attending physicians started getting more specific kinds of team fleeces: "Obstetrics L &D"; "MICU"; "Emergency". (This has the effect of one-upping the housestaff fleece. Because it says you work on a particular floor, doing a particular job, it also says that you are not a trainee.) These fleeces began replacing the white coat as a way to walk around the hospital and look like you belong there. For medical residents, they also were a proclamation of your team. If you were a meddie, you walked about in your team fleece that said "medicine" loud and proud.

Other hospital fashion changes started earlier, and I think they're related. Housestaff long ago started wearing scrubs around the hospital, even in situations where they clearly don't really need them, as did many other kind of healthcare workers. Scrubs have become a hospital worker uniform. Doctors and radiology techs can all wear the same pajamas.

It's not like hospitals have ditched hierarchy. So we should probably wonder why scrubs appeal to so many different healthcare workers regardless of status.

The first reason is utilitarian. The hospital gives them to you and then takes them back and washes them; you don't have to iron anything; and they're comfy.

But scrubs also signify more than sheer laziness. For those who wear them when they don't have to, scrubs signify a kind of industrial worker of healthcare, too busy saving lives to put on pressed shirts and ties. There's a kind of reverse glamour to scrubs. Scrubs originally come from the operating room, and they're designed for people who are ready at any moment to get themselves splattered with blood. Now people in the hospital who have nothing to do with surgery or fluid-splattering of any kind wear scrubs, as if to signify that they are part of the larger project of fluids splattering about, even if they personally are not going to get splattered.

I think scrubs and fleeces are part of the same set of social changes. Obviously no one intends to get their $100 Patagonia logo-embroidered fleece jacket splattered with body fluids. And yet it's common for fleece-wearers to be wearing scrubs underneath the fleece, walking down the empty lonely corridors in what is an outfit of pajamas, a jacket made out of material that feels like an infant's blanket, and round shoes without laces. In other words, medical fashion and toddler fashion have nearly met up. This is about comfy coziness, and definitely not about fighting through spurting arteries.

Housestaff and other healthcare workers sometimes wear their fleeces over other outfits, too. It's common to see medical housestaff wearing clogs, khakis, a shirt and tie, and their fleece, with their ID flapping around on a lanyard over the fleece. This is where the social functions of the scrubs and the fleece are headed in the same non-toddler direction. These are elements of a postindustrial factory-floor look. The fleece takes the role of the corporate identity (the hospital and department, without specifying the profession), rather than the white coat taking the role of the professional identity (the doctor, from a particular hospital).

As long as they avoid those nutty teddy-bear print scrubs that so many nurses have unfortunately become afflicted with (talk about toddler fashion!), the outfits of nurses and doctors start looking more and more alike: scrubs, fleeces, clogs. (Folks like radiology techs, respiratory therapists, and physical therapists can all potentially get in on the act too, although they've been slower to get the whole outfit together.) The scrubs and the fleece become about team membership, just like a white coat is about team membership. But it's in the hospital team sense rather than the professional team sense. I'm not sure that this provides any less distance from patients, but it's a different kind of distance. It says, "We're part of the hospital" rather than "I am a doctor."

So, why am I getting a medical school class fleece? Partly because my partner J says, "I got some of that college stuff when I graduated and later I was grateful"; partly because I want another warm zip-up sweatery thing for spring and fall. And then there's the problem that I'm just dying for a team fleece, even as I know it's a little ridiculous. I'm secretly as eager to be part of the world of medical fleeces as I once was to be a paramedic and wear a special paramedic uniform and drive around in a red truck with sirens.

At first, I had proclaimed against the fleece because it had our school's coat of arms. Also, it was crazy expensive. But proceeds beyond the retail price of an unadorned fleece jacket go to some kind of class party, which is fine. And at the end of the day, I have to admit that I'm actually proud to be graduating from medical school. I went from not remembering how to multiply fractions when I decided I was going to try to take chemistry, to getting a medical degree from a coat-of-arms kind of place. If the medical school fleece is some kind of aggressive status symbol, I at least feel as if I more or less earned it.

And what I earned is under the coat of arms: "MD 2007". The business school students can have their "Section A" and wear their fleeces like they're headed out to the team-building ropes course, I say smugly to myself; my fleece says "MD 2007" and I'm ready for the MICU. Their fleeces are practice for the consulting firms and investment banks which will give them their next fleeces; our fleeces are pre-hospital fleeces.

I'll get the actual hospital fleece soon enough. But for now, the medical school class fleece is a kind of hospital fashion/professional fashion hybrid. It's a white coat statement with a hospital floor sentiment. And right now, that's exactly who I am. That's the right fleece for me.

2 comments:

JP said...

Here's an alternative idea about the fleece in the more senior residents...
In the programs where senior residents are made to wear short coats -- therefore reminding them of their continued diminutive rank in the system or whatever historical precedent you wish to call on -- the fleece is the liberator! It is the anti-short white coat. But it still provides the appropriate professional designations. How many programs that use long white coats also have fleeces or a high rate of fleece acceptance? I wonder...

Joe Wright said...

I bet your hypothesis would prove correct... except that at the most hierarchical places (eg, highly traditional surgery programs) the fleece would be unacceptable anyway. Maybe the fleece is most appealing where the power relationships are intact but fuzzy around the edges.

Perhaps in the business world as well as the medical world, the fleece also has something of an equalizing effect: the CEO, the middle managers and the tech support staff can all wear them. The wrinkle is if your fleece says "Senior Management Team" or something. But my observation is that fleeces usually do cut across hierarchy to a degree--which is part of their factory floor appeal, I think.

We all want to be part of the team, but part of what that means is believing that everyone on the team is valued. If there are different outfits for different team members then there are clearly different roles for each... and the immediate implication of different levels of social power.